My master commanded me to post this so I do not forget:
My master is Lock
He has the key on my sex
All will desire me but he will lock me away
He has locked my mind
and only he has the key.
I was also told that I had to memorize this and recite it to him. He asked me to recite this to him during my punishment day but I could only get the first two lines, I was swiftly spanked- hard.
(Source: sinlikeyoumeanit)
So today my followers obviously saw I earned a 4th punishment from Lock and I had earned a 3rd one this morning when I was so sleepy I fell asleep holding my phone texting him back. When I woke and sorted through everything, I started repainting my nails, as I have been commanded to do when seeing him when I received a text saying “my house now.” I was torn. I would earn yet another punishment if I went and my nails were only partially painted but I couldn’t get dressed and ready to go till I finished so I decided to hurry. I texted sir back saying ok just let me get ready.
I finished my nails and as I was waiting for them to dry, I received another text saying “my house in 30” I quickly kept trying to get ready and halfway through getting ready I realized I wasn’t going to be able to make it within the time frame (it takes 20 minutes to get to his house and I had already used 15 of my 30). So I texted master and told him and said I would add a 5th punishment to the list (I know it’s been only 3 days and we just started training but I feel as though I should be better than this— I expect to be better than this but I know I just need a little time)
He said a 5th punishment wasn’t to be needed and “I will see what will happen” when I did arrive at his house he was on the phone, he let me in and he was dragging the rope behind him pacing all over the house. I must admit I was excited at first thinking of the punishments but at this point I was nervous as anything and was having to stop myself from physically shaking, i don’t know if I was succeeding or not but I was scared.
I was ordered to strip and was told that he was really angry with me which just made my heart race more. He proceeded to tie me up and surprised me by pulling on the rope right above my stomach. It tightened over my sex and made me squeel cause it- I don’t want to use the word hurt cause it didn’t that much but enough that I wanted it to stop. So I guess it kind hurt. after I had recited what I had done wrong the past 3 days and attempted to recite the phrase for him that he wrote (see previous posts) and failed I received a hard spanking. I do believe my ass still has remnants of his hand prints, at least it did a couple hours ago- 6 hours after I had received the spanking.
After I told and begged my master for his dick he untied me and finally gave it to me reminding me that if I was good I got sex. So punishment number 1 was completed.
He then ordered me up and he laid down on the bed and told me to ride him I positioned myself over him, looked him right in the eye and then lowered myself onto his dick. I began to ride him when he put his hand on my shoulder and said stop and told me to get off. I got off and he said “now five times on my cock and then all the way out.” I nodded and then lowered myself all the way onto his cock slowly looking him in the eye and then lifting up all the way until it was no longer inside of me.
“one” he said
We repeated this 4 more times and when I thought it was done and I was ready to ride him he said “now once in the ass as punishment” Now here is the beauty of using that as punishment on me. I wouldn’t say that I hate it but it hurts… A lot. I’m not used to it. And here I was having to lower myself onto it not having to just take it but administer my own punishment. I kinda froze and looked at him because it was this punishment I was most worried about. I swallowed and said “yes lock” and then reached between my legs, spread some of the excessive lubrication down yonder and then lowered myself down trying to remember to relax. I don’t think I made it all the way down personally but master didn’t hold it against me. My third punishment was to take it up the ass as my master put it in but also not all the way which I was thankful for.
He then proceeded to fuck my brains out b/c we were on a time constraint. I orgasmed multiple times and I’m getting all sorts of hot and bothered and wet just thinking about it.
He has not administered the 4th punishment yet and I’m nervous about it will be but he said for me to remember so remember I shall.
(Source: ryonspet)
Been blogging a lot on my slave journal for my master at my other tumblr— ryonspet.tumblr.com . About to start reblogging it all over here to share with my lovely followers! Sorry for the lack of posting lately! Master and work has kept me on my toes!
Today I had to choose between two commands that my master gave me. One was “to always have you nails painted when you come and see me” and then there was “YOu have 30 minutes get here now.”
Yesterday at work my nails were chipped and messed up (the number one reason I do not paint my nails) and so I removed them planning on redoing them today before I saw him. AFter he issued the command I realized I couldn’t pain my nails and get there in 30 (as I still had to get dressed and brush my hair and teeth and what not).
To my fellow subbies, when one command interferes with another, what do you do? or is it just a damned if you do damned if you don’t situation?
Day 3 – How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive? How do you feel when you express your submission?
I always had a fantasy that I masturbate to and I kid you not that fantasy, although always evolving in it’s story line, has always been BDSM and me being tied up and dominated. That’s how I know I’m submissive.
Now that I have actually begun taking my first steps to what I want I’m excited, and when I express my submission to my wonderful guy I feel like myself but different. Idk how to explain this. I’ve always kept this side of me to myself and never bring it up. But exposing myself to him like this to share this submissive part of me to trust him is amazing. expressing this makes me feel excited and happy and nervous but in a good way. Seriously I do little happy dances when I get texts from him telling me I’m a wonderful pet and I may groan when I receive texts say I messed up and I’m going to be punished but it’s because I messed up not because of the punishment. I know I’m submissive because sharing this with my dominant I feel more myself and I feel like I’m not hiding anymore.
Was woken up this morning by master Lock text me telling me that I am to work out to keep healthy and fit and to be the best pet I can be. He too is going to be working out.
Still sleepy I replied “yes understood”
Next message informed me that punishment number 2 was earned.
(Source: ryonspet)
(Source: ryonspet)
So tonight I was order to pleasure myself with an ice cube and take a pic and send it to Master Lock. Unfortunately the camera I have was dying so I wasn’t able to get a good shot and be confident it would have enough battery power to copy the pic. I was told to remember in the future to have it closer up.
The cold on my clit was mind blowing and every time I took it away to see the shot left my sex tingling and wanting nothing more than him here with me to take away the hunger.
He then told me to pleasure myself before bed tonight and gave me a new rule: When I am horny I am to text him and so he can know and he in return will give me permission to pleasure myself or not.
(Source: fortheloveofasub)
(Source: ryonspet)
